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Tuesday, December 01, 2009, 07:05

我们面前太多阻碍

you're frowning & then you're smiling.

contradicting much about one's own emotions?

I enjoyed Guides campfire today. Yay.

I bought 8days magazine cause DaiYangTian was on the cover. Hehehe!

I was so excited ya know. i was jumping & screaming and... (shall not say) until they said ' i don't know you. ' :'(
& i read it along the way to school. We took the, super long way to school today.

cck - walk - keat hong (cause it was drizzling) - lrt (petir way) & we took two rounds.

Shall elaborate more tomorrow once i get the pictures from waimun. she left without sending them to me ):

i'll update sisters blog maybe later or tomorrow *smiles*

Love you girls and may you all be happy okay! Don't think too much about all the things that are happening now. Let's all be happy by Christmas!!! ♥

Monday, November 30, 2009, 04:42

终于看开爱回不来

Today's the last day of November.

This month was total bullshit, i mean it. So many things happening one after another. What's worst? It all falls in one pathetic month.

Sisters were all dwelling and moody..

Through this whole month, i realised i've changed.

I've turned more cruel, i start to care only about myself and i realised i hurt a lot more people around me..

And i actually bitched about a lot more people.

This month's ending today. Things will start anew. And thank you sister for telling me the truth. I admit i felt rather, bad after hearing from you.. But, i'm glad you told me cause i've decided i should stop thinking about it, i gotta move on. I talked to toot just now, and she was right. they were all right. I got to make up my mind on what i want now. And i guess i have & i will be happier. ya know, the happy with the brightest smile. :)

Thank you so much Waimun & yy for the walk today. I came to a point where, things just kept coming back to me and.. i felt rather stupid for all that i've once done. Sorry for pulling you guys to walk the KeatHong way with me, but. i appreciated you guys very much today.

& sorry yy, i'm hiding some things from you, but you'll know about it one day. I promise it has nothing to do with you (:

Yesterday night was the most horrible one. Plus today.

I heard many many things of many people. I felt disappointed. Very.

But today's the last of November, i'm sure i'm gonna put everything down already.

Dad is always right about everything he's doing for us. I'm glad i've got him and i'm really sorry about the past few days. Well, i guess today, i've sorted things out.

& today's Brother's last A lvl paper. Congratulations, it's finally over :D

Bird is total bullshit. Oh well. I'm not gonna give a damn about her, cause.. i've had enough of her nonsense & well, it didn't affect my life. So i'm not gonna think much about it. She's just trying to gain some attention & some stupid credits from stupid people with her stupid reasons. -.-

Conclusion, she's stupid in whatever she's doing & all that she's been saying about me.

There will be Guides tomorrow, & i'm meeting my girls for brunch. Had fun reading books about life & moving on today. Hopefully our tour ard Singapore would work out somehow. :)

And lastly, i owe my sisters a very big appreciation throughout this whole month.

Without them reading my daily updates about __ in sister's blog, i guess i would've just kept them to myself, which is really bad.

Thank you toot for always hearing me being excited/sad/whatever on msn every night.

Thank you siewhui for hearing me during Guides & telling me the right things..

Thank you waimun for telling me the.. truth. & for the walk today! (:

Thank you girls for always being there & cheering me up. You girls have me when you're sad or when anything happens. I promise. ♥

Today's the first episode of 当我们同在一起 Together.

DAIYANGTIAN. He's still sho cutezxzxzx despite the moles. Moles are cute okay. *smiles*

Sunday, November 29, 2009, 00:57

可能我真的不懂得让你更快乐

Toot seriously made me go on a roller-coaster ride with her, ' bye i'm off to malaysia ' and the next moment, ' hi i'm not going malaysia already. '

Time flies. It's already the 29th November today. Tmr's gonna be 30th and then we're only left with one more month of holidays :'(

Mum's leaving Singapore tmr. Hopefully she'll have a safe trip over though she's been irritating me lately. (-.-)

There will be Guides tmr. Yay i'm going to school. Sad, but i enjoy school during the holidays than school for studying. Ohwell.

I hope the better side of life awaits me. :)

And i think i threw away the thick & irritating math booklet (the one given before EOYs) while packing my stuff while moving house that time. Hopefully i've got it in my math file or else... i'll go up smiling at Ms Ang telling her the worksheet's safe in the thrash.

Saturday, November 28, 2009, 09:55

The truth is..

he: i just saw them talking to each other again yesterday.

she: you sure there's nothing going on within the both of you AGAIN?

Disappointed. :'(

Friday, November 27, 2009, 06:20

:'(

Batrisyia, the 3 of us ^ will miss you :)

Anyway hope you'll enjoy your trip alright!

Days are gonna be pretty.. boring & saddening for me when you're gone..

I really hope you'll cheer up & look at things at the bright side this time round!

I'll be posting for you in sisters blog later, do check it up okay! (:

This period of time is gonna be a very shingz period for you. But we'll always be there for you.

I'm so sorry i can't help you much. But just do some ugly art on that book.

And i really hope i can stay till 3am today! Be happy & strong alright!

Have fun in your trip. Come back home with your tootiest smile :)

Remember the 10 facts you described about me? Hehehe.

Think about our sisters song when you feel sad.

Okay i allow you to think about my caveman-face too :)

I hope all that i'm gonna do with you later will work.

I still love you despite ____ 's departure! ♥

Thursday, November 26, 2009, 06:41

在爱情里什么算公平

Hello all. I'm finally back after standing and walking around the whole day, facing manymany different kinds of people.. and the many many things that disappointed me but there are also things that made me happy :D

Sold cookies at Jurong Point with guides. Some were friendly. & we were told that angmohs are those who would buy more (LOL) . so we went to ask them. But even though none bought, but we still feel contented cause they would smile & say 'thanks!', and their smiles are all so true, like, you can feel it's from deep down their heart.

There were some who would just walk past you, saying thanks..

The worst are those who pretend to not hear you. But it's always like this.. If i'm the one walking and some random guide comes up asking if i want some cookies, i'd just walk away, hehz.

Then there's a guy who wanted to just 'donate' without getting the cookies. but after a while, he took them. hahahah! Some were really really nice & friendly & would make you super happy.

Some would just irritate the hell out of you.

We were all super happy when the last tin was sold! Though there were only 5 guides left, we still managed to sell what we targeted. Good experience though. :)

I'm disappointed cause, i was anticipating to have dinner with my dear toot, cause i've got so much to talk to her about.. But. it turned out to be something else :'(

Okay, i'm gonna leave this part in sisters blog. Hehz :D

Anyway anyway! We finally took our sisters photo! *dance*

Tuesday, November 24, 2009, 21:36

我的心开始想你了

Met up with xy hs & gw finally after so many changing of dates. Hahah!
Went to catch 2012. Really nice movie!

Only the group of kids sitting a few rows in front of us weren't that great. They were practically our movie-starters. cause we kept laughing at what they said and everything. Hahah! comedy :P

And we concluded that they paid money not for the movie but for the toilet in the cinema!

Okay, inside joke (:

But anyway. Had so much fun with the 3 of them! It's been so long since we've laughed like yesterday. Heheh. I love taking MRTs with them ya know! ^^

Despite our busy schedules & tight budgets, we 4 still managed to meet up.

And the best thing was, we're still the same. We're still making each other laugh with endless lame jokes. Heheh x)

Love them many many!

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My dear pinkie toot is in band camp now. Hope she's having fun! Can't wait for her to be back and crap/gossip/talk to me on msn (:

Though we still sms each other simply the whole day hahah!

Received one sms from her in the morning.. Anyway, cheerup okay! though you told me you're fine.. but.. cheer up!! :D check out sisters blog.